How to Embrace the Awkward Silence of Mother’s Day

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As Mother’s Day is here, I know it is challenging for us mothers who have lost our loved ones. For the mothers who have lost an only child, I know your loss all too well. It is the new normal that I have been living with since 2015. It is a life I never expected […]

The Anniversary Series: Does Everything Get Better With Time?

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We’ve all heard the adages “time heals,” “things will get better, or “it just takes time.” When dealing with the loss of a child, an only child, I might add, I sometimes asked if everything gets better with time? Six years ago, today, I lost my only child to suicide. Lyssa showed no signs and […]

Lost My Child To Suicide: Suicidal? I Think Not

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Part One – Not Suicidal Losing Lyssa less than one year earlier (at that time), I had difficulty adjusting to my “new normal.” Returning to work within one week of Lyssa’s death seemed like a good idea at the time. Upon reflection, my return was more about not wanting to burden others than my readiness […]

The Phone Call Every Parent Fears – Part One

The day that forever changed my life started like any other day. I was on vacation for a week, and it was Thursday. My daughter and I spoke the night before.  We were both in challenging positions in our relationships—with her boyfriend and my marriage.  My daughter and I shared a close relationship; we were more like […]

Grieving/Coping with Loss

I started This Blog To  Inspire Anyone Who Is coping with the loss of a loved one, particularly a child.  I want to inspire you to find the will to live again. If you are like me and lost an only child, coping with such a loss is particularly challenging. I am here to tell […]